AND I CALL MYSELF A WOMBMAN
By Nakhena Evans
“How can I become a “Wombman”
when I don’t know my womb?
I have never had a conversation with my womb
so, how can I consider myself a Wombman?
I have been with you… grown with you,
been through Rites of Passage with you
From childhood, to adolescence, to adulthood, and yet…
I have never had a conversation with you.
You have been a victim. A consequence to an action.
A symptom of disease.
An effect of my action.
I have never spoken to you. Consulted with you.
Inquired of you. Cared for you.
Or understood you.
And I call myself a grown wombman.
Where have I grown? How could I have grown without talking with you?
Without acknowledging your presence and your works?
And I call myself a Wombman.
I have put you through dozens of men…
alien spirits/beings/entities...of all dimensions,
from all places and stations.
I have created and destroyed babies through you.
I have fed you all kinds of poisons, thereby creating diseases--
fibroids, tumors, cysts and the likes.
I have sexually abused you, thereby creating sexually transmitted diseases…
infections of all types, itching...burning...hurting...PAIN!
I have used you for my own purposes…
money, favors, alleged self esteem, beauty, clothing, food.
I have allowed men to probe you,
doctors to drug you, while I held you down.
If I had known someone who had done all these things
I would call them the names I despise the most--
MURDERER, THIEF, LIAR, BETRAYER, DEMON.
Yes, I would…
And I call myself a Wombman.
Time to release. RELEASE. RELEASE.
FORGIVE ME. FORGIVE ME. FORGIVE ME.
I am complete.
I will be responsible for you, for myself… for my womb.
We are in a relationship together.
We have been from the very, very, beginning.
I will commune and communicate with you.
I will listen to you.
I will wash, cleanse, and purify you.
I will pay attention to your patterns, your moods, your signs, and wonders.
I will...I will...I will... become the Wombman that you made me from the beginning.”
How would you feel if I told you that things like advocating for yourself, practicing radical self-acceptance and love, self-validation and increased creativity, clarity and emotional liberation are
all possibilities with an understanding of your womb and your cycles as a woman?
As women, we’ve been told many lies about our bodies, birth control, what’s considered “normal” about having a period, and our ability to remedy many of our own issues . What we do understand, at best, is superficial and without regard to the deeper meanings of what it is to be a woman and have a womb. The education we receive has us understanding very little about why we may suffer from chronic menstrual pain and candida infections and how things such as food and self care determine our energetic presence first, and secondly the physical and mental manifestations of that energy (specifically our physical womb health and relationship with joy, therefore others).
The spirit of your womb has been present with you before you were conceived. She has been with you through every experience of your life and the lives of the women in your bloodline that came before you. See Generational/Ancestral Healing. She carries within her the memories of ALL your experiences (especially your traumas) whether you are consciously aware of them or not. She holds a ton of intuitive wisdom and guidance on what YOU need uniquely, and specifically, to find reverence for the womb and resolve any issues related to it (energetically, emotionally and physically).
With womb wisdom classes, you have the opportunity to understand your womb and how it works, be able to free yourself from chronic pain and discomfort associated with our wombs and the idea that it is “normal” or nothing to worry about, and equip yourself with information that empowers you to advocate for yourself and your body from a strong self-assured place.
See Herbal Yoni Steams, See Energy Medicine, See Reiki